Robert Jordan is dead. My favorite writer. I have all eleven Wheel of Time books in hardcover and I have read them all three times now.
Excuse me while I turn this into all about me (it is what I do best :V)
This is reminding me a lot of my childhood. Back when I felt that everything I touch is destroyed. Everything I love is killed.
Having my biological family broken up because of me, a long line of dead pets, my father dead. Growing up just feeling like they were all my fault. Even to this day it still effects me, I don't tell someone I love them unless I absolutely mean it. The word became this serious thing that I didn't just hand out to anyone. Fear that it ruins things and hurts people.
Growing up I always knew Robert Jordan was going to die right before the series ended.... because I loved it.
I have since grown up and gotten over such thoughts, it is just hard not remembering them right now.
In other news going in for the blood work today. One week till hormones.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Final Fantasy VII - Listen to the Cries of the Planet